Would you?

It was right after I went to the doctor. I had taken the initiative, I had gotten help.  

Of course he would pry. He would until I was gone. And he asked

Would you.

Would you?

Hurt yourself.

I don’t know.

How is one to answer that? I would, I could, I had. I don’t know

Then he got angry, his prying made him angry.

What kind of answer is that?

If someone asked me that question I would say HELL no. 

If you find me dead, go and report a murder.

 

My insides are screaming, i am dead, go report a murder. 

I am dead.

I am dead already

I AM DEAD.

 

 

But he couldn’t see.  His question was pointless. He was too late.

I was dead already.